Give me a reason...

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-10-23T23:08:00

2009-10-24T03:09:42Z

((I miss having a boyfriend so much ...its pitiful))

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-10-11T16:01:00

2009-10-11T20:01:30Z

theres always next year.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-10-03T12:30:00

2009-10-03T16:31:18Z

I need to become more complex.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-09-25T19:48:00

2009-09-25T23:51:46Z

from a band t shirt and a pony tail --to a nice blouse, make up, and done hair.. from having my mom drive me and my friends to ridiculous parts of the state--- to driving myself to a ridiculous part of the state. from waiting for my mom to come pick me up-- to going to another party after the show.

i honestly cant believe im going to another local band concert.... might as well begin and end with the same (ish) band.
this should be fun and interesting!

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-09-20T00:01:00

2009-09-20T04:05:05Z

i think i would like a new boyfriend..

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-08-31T18:39:00

2009-08-31T22:41:23Z

i cannot wait until its cold, and the leaves are changing and i can go apple picking and there is no one on the quad, and the dining hall isnt a mad house, and i dont have to get to school an hour early to find a parking spot.

kay.i'm done complaining now.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-08-23T21:37:00

2009-08-24T01:38:40Z

um.
I wish this summer would never end.
I had one of the best weekends EVER.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-08-16T21:45:00

2009-08-17T01:54:55Z

   I'm so over the drama, but I seriously wish my life was just like this summer has been. My friends have been amazing, and I've done a tiny bit of traveling. I love doing things that I've never done before... even if i get nervous, once I'm doing it ... I feel amazing.
   I learned this summer that when it comes to relationships it really has to be what I want... I can't just pretend I'm happy if I'm not, because it's not fair to either party... I feel like I will definitely have a better next relationship, and I'll already have an idea of what I do and do not like.

   Tomorrow I'm hanging out with an old friend that I haven't seen since I went to my sophomore year homecoming dance. Which was almost 5 years ago. It should be interesting to say the least. Who knows what will come from that.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-08-14T00:24:00

2009-08-14T04:28:56Z

I'm currently wondering who makes the good decisions when I'm not around to save people's asses.
I'm also wondering how I fell into the roll of being the one that is always the sober thought... or the good life decision.
I don't think it's intelligence, because I hang out with pretty smart people.

I love my friends... but god damn, they make some horrible decisions sometimes.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-08-05T18:29:00

2009-08-05T22:35:30Z

So I have my jobs lined up for the fall semester.
Morning School's out, 630-830 monday through friday and Triplets 4-6 monday, wednesday and friday.
I wont be making a ton of money.... but at least ill be making some.
I'm sad this summer is coming to an end... but im also somewhat ready to go back to school... to real life.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-07-29T23:17:00

2009-07-30T03:19:08Z

worst headache of life.
i want this part to be over.
i want to be independent again.
i hate crying.

Marital Status:

2009-07-29T00:58:32Z

Single.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-07-26T21:07:00

2009-07-27T01:07:37Z

Over it.

In tears.

2009-07-23T03:37:02Z

Wow.
Incredible.
Even though I was miserable through most of it, I some how miss my first semester of RIC.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-07-12T03:37:00

2009-07-12T07:38:00Z

that.was.not.okay.

things to look forward to:

2009-07-06T03:18:29Z

Big party weekend: July 10-12
Maine: July 17-19
New Hampshire: July 31st- August 2nd
Last Day of Camp: August 28th
Blink 182: August 29th
First Day of classes: September 1st

Also at some point in the near future im going to be helping my friends edit their movie. they basically need a new set of critical eyes to tear apart the movie, so they asked me to and im really excited about it.
The triplets are going to come play in the spray park some night.. which will be FUNNN.

oh idk.
im glad i just have a lot of stuff to look forward to because my every day is sort of miserable.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-06-29T23:06:00

2009-06-30T03:07:30Z

I'm siiiIIIIiiickkkkkk....

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-06-25T07:45:00

2009-06-25T11:45:53Z

i miss my friends....

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-06-23T07:50:00

2009-06-23T11:53:06Z

so.. i just woke up at 715...............which wouldnt be a problem but... i thought i had morning day care which starts at 730..... i litterally brushed my teeth and rannn out to my car, went through red lights, and i made it there by 729.... only to find out i didnt even have morning day care.... in this process i forgot sneekers, so i went home and here i am....lol i hate my lifeeeeeeeee.

camp isnt too bad so far.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-06-21T01:02:00

2009-06-21T05:02:50Z

bad life decision.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-06-19T10:45:00

2009-06-19T14:46:31Z

You better believe I'm living for the moment...
...but my moment is growing bigger by and by.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-06-18T01:27:00

2009-06-18T05:28:34Z

yep. 27.
please.
now.

2am thoughts.

2009-06-15T05:51:23Z

i think i was born to be 27.
thats the age i am most looking forward to.
you can do anything that has an age limit, but you are still young.
you're out of college, and hopefully will have a better than decent job or career.
definitely out of your house, possibly living with a significant other....
its the age when you still have a little while to think about having kids, but its an option if you're married or whatever.
not that i'm not having fun being young, but i just think i was meant to be older sooner...

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-06-14T15:08:00

2009-06-14T19:09:38Z

yep. i was right.
lots of fun.
love my friends.

bullt_chapstick @ 2009-06-13T12:26:00

2009-06-13T16:27:07Z

this is going to be fun :)